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Grabe! Naka draft pala siya..nung saturday pa ito: october 25(first day ng metrocon)..pinost ko na rin siya..enjoy :) May edits na rin yan :)

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Wow..it's that time of the year AGAIN..no, i'm not talking about halloween and the parties..METROCON..

Being in Metrocon is fun, fulfilling, being blessed, etc. Being in MetroCon is part of our service. Pero it is not our only way of service.

Bakit di ako sumama? Gusto ko pumunta kaso...

Ung reg ko, problem siya..Di kasi kami ng tatanim ng pera eh..joke :D Alam ko kasi medyo nabibigatan na sila mama with the bills tapos isama natin ung fact na next month, magbabayad na uli ng tuition fee. Ayaw ko namang: "Ma, malapit na deadline ng reg for Metrocon..pwede pahingi ng pang reg?" Di ba? Mahiya naman ako. Nag tratrabaho ung mga magulang ko, si Papa nasa ibang bansa pa..Ayoko mag paka selfish at lumapit sa kanila para lang sa mga misc. expenses ko..

Anyway, I won't rant about not going to MMC..Sharing na lang :)

My first MMC was memorable. Lahat naman ng first time memorable di ba? Ang theme nung metrocon na yun is BELIEVE. Yeah, that is the metrocon before Rebolusyon. Hahaha! Anyway, nung panahon na iyon, di pa ako YFC..KFC pa lang ako..no, not the chicken..KFC stands for Kids for Christ..Nakasama ako since kasama ate ko..

Grade 6 ako noon..There are a lot of things happening back then..Pressured ako to pass those entrance test to those science high schools just because my cousin is taking them as well..Yun pa yung nabagsak ko yung isang quarterl test sa PA dahil may computation na..Hey, Practical Arts yun..paano nasama ung conversion?! Yun ung grade level na kesa mag sipag ako, naging petix ako..

Enough, balik metrocon experience tayo..Kahit kasama ko ate ko plus ung KFC ates and kuyas, nahiya ako dun sa iba namming kasama..Sinama lang ako dun eh..Para daw pag lumipat ako sa YFC, mas maging active ako..Ang nasa isip ko noon, ayoko mag YFC..Pinilit lang naman ako mag KFC ah..

May mga talks, confession, praisefest atbp. activities..Madaming free time..Nag reklamo pa akong bored ako eh..Then I realized, ung free time na yun, yung time na nanunood lang, dapat ginagamit natin para mag internalize..Yun ung oras na dapat natin ilaan sa sarili natin..Kung kamusta na ba tayo..Time din yun para sa bonding :D

Although halos nakalimutan ko na siya (I don't have the best memory), there is one thing I remember..Always BELIEVE in God..Kahit anong mangyari, kung ano man ang pinagdadaanan mo, God is always beside you..Believing na you believe in HIM..so don't fail Him 'cause He really believes in you..

After ko i relive yang mmc experience na yan, I realized na God planned things to be this way. He believe that I should stay with my family, visit ate Em's grave and do things I'll do later.

God's grace is NONSTOP. Wala itong pinipiling lugar. Walang difference kung nasa Cavite sila o nasa QC ako. Kasi God's grace is overflowing. No one can stop it. Kahit wala ka sa metrocon, kahit di mo maramdaman, YOU ARE EXPERIENCING IT.